1. |
Lighthouse
04:45
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Bright beacon beam
Lights the ocean
I'm swimming
Waves are without motion
And again and again
Frigates are swimming near my body
Please forget me and don't try to find...
Me!
Please don't try to find me!
Light cuts the air again,
Thunder roars and carries a hurricane
We see a storm through a viscid fog
And in our veins blood runs cold
The seagulls are noisy and the clock has stopped at twelve
Darkness, waves start to eat themselves
I'm screaming: "Captain, what's going on?"
Whisper returns: "Bermuda Triangle"
The storm begins, the ocean isn't calm
"I don't wanna die! Why is it so warm?"
Whisper returns:
"It's too late"
What have we done to the ocean to cause so much hate?
Lightnings are burning around
I don't see anyone, only rain and fog
Where is the captain?
Save me please, don't let me drown!
Save me please, don't let me drown!
The storm begins, the ocean isn’t calm
“I don’t wanna die! Why is it so warm!”
Whisper returns: “It’s too late”
What have we done to the ocean to cause so much hate?
Where is the captain?
Hell, where is the captain?
Cold rain washes away the blood
Cold rain washes the captain's blood
Bright light of the lighthouse
Captain, will it kill us?
Will not let me go
Bermuda Triangle!
Bright light of the lighthouse
Lights the ocean
I am swimming through waves
Waves are without motion
Bright light of the lighthouse
Lights the ocean
Will not let me go
Bermuda Triangle!
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2. |
Hopeless
04:13
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Pink and blue branches
Curling leaves on these strange trees
Crystals are glowing from inside,
Green colored rivers and bright red meadows
Maybe that’s what they call afterlife!
Maybe that’s what they call afterlife!
Afterlife!
There are so many colors
Of the stone on high mountains
I cannot see stars at all from here!
What if I’m lost in the ocean
With the dreams about heaven
That my hopeless soul is showing me!
And it's so hard
To be lost in the waters,
Without hope to see the shore
Vision of home
Are so hopelessly wrong
I’m afraid I am here long gone...
I was looking in the sky at dark blue clouds,
I dreamed of them, but there’s no way out!
I’ll be lying on the clouds from early dusk till latest dawn
Early dusk till dawn...
I hope there’s somebody out there who will miss me when I’m gone
I’m forever gone
Winds are blowing,
And my memories fading,
But I will not forget why I am here
My soul was so tired
And I came to the ocean
Hoping I'd revive my dreams...
But it’s impossible
Efforts collapse
Please just
Look at me: am I dead?
Will I go numb
And be silenced for good?
Tell me,
When I will sing again?
Tell me, when I will sing again?
I’ll be lying on the clouds from early dusk till latest dawn
Early dusk till dawn...
I hope there’s somebody out there who will miss me when I’m gone
I’m forever gone
From the the latest dawn till dusk
I will scream at the top of my lungs
I am hopeless now, I know!
But they will hear me even if I break my throat!
You know,
I used to dream about flying,
Jumping over the mountains,
Touching the clouds
Something that I thought it was so far and unreal
And now I'm here and what I feel
- it’s impossible to describe by words
It’s so exciting,
But at the same time it’s terrible
I'm losing my mind, hoping to get out of here
From this wonderful trap
I’m forever gone
I’m forever gone
But It's so hard
To understand
That dreams about home
Are hopeless now...
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3. |
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So sick!
All my life I feel like I’m a fucking mess
So sick!
Decaying in the mindless biomass
So sick!
They want me to give in
So sick!
They’re crawling under my skin!
So sick!
And everyday feels the same
Another bullshit from this box
To have somebody to blame
Another lie to be convinced that everything will be fine
I’m so sick
It’s time to move out of line
They watch your every step
Behave yourself, and you might survive
For them you just a fucking pleb
Nothing but a bee in the hive
And God forbid you to speak out loud
Oh no, just let others think for you
Just have you head in the cloud
Be mindless slave
Turn away from the truth
They promise so much gold
But you will never see it shine
Can we live like that
Maybe existing, maybe survive
So sick of it all,
But there’s no other choice
‘Cause here even death
Doesn’t have any voice
We’re all gonna silently drown in this swamp
We will drown in this swamp
So sick of it all!
Are you gonna respond?
It’s hard to survive in
A life with no hope
We keep falling down while you look at the stars
The salvation is justice for us
The salvation is justice for us
Голос не значит, что выбор за Ним
Здесь каждый ощутит себя пустым
И каждый божий день беспросветное дно,
Но ты проломил и его
So sick of it all,
But there’s no other choice
‘Cause here even death
Doesn’t have any voice
We’re all gonna silently drown in this swamp
We will drown in this swamp
So sick of it all!
Are you gonna respond?
It’s hard to survive in
A life with no hope
We keep falling down while you look at the stars
The salvation is justice for us
We will never find a way out!
Choke on your dreams and drown!
Oh shit!
We will never find a way out!
Choke on your dreams and drown!
This is why I feel
So Sick!
This is why I feel
So Sick!
This is why I feel
So Sick!
So sick of it all,
But there’s no other choice
‘Cause here even death
Doesn’t have any voice
We’re all gonna silently drown in this swamp
We will drown in this swamp
So sick of it all!
Are you gonna respond?
It’s hard to survive in
A life with no hope
We keep falling down while you look at the stars
The salvation is justice for us
The salvation is justice for us
This why I feel
So sick!
Every day I feel
So sick!
All my fucking life is
So sick!
I feel so sick!
And everyday feels the same
Another bullshit from this box
To have somebody to blame
Another lie to be convinced that everything will be fine
I’m so sick
So sick!
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4. |
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Oh
I never thought that it’s true
How only single right person helps you make it through
Oh hell, I though there was no hope for me
But you became a single reason for my lungs to breath!
One million questions there
But the answer is right here
Tried so hard to realize it
But the path was not so clear
I’ve been lost I’ve been on the edge
I felt death was coming near
And it was you who made my suffering
Disappear
You are everything that makes me better
You are everything that really matters
And there is no fear with you by my side
And your tears and smile
Make me go insane
Read between the lines
Please don’t go away
And your tears and smile
Make me go insane
Read between the lines
Please don’t go away
You accepted me and brought me back
Made me who I am
Showed the purpose to my life
When others didn’t give a damn
And in the coldest rain, in the snowing storm
I will cover you, I will be your home
I would rip my heart to save you from the doom
Cause there is no me without you
And your tears and smile
Make me go insane
Read between the lines
Please don’t go away
And your tears and smile
Make me go insane
Read between the lines
Please don’t go away
Your hand
My heart
Your tears
My wrath
Your smile
My life
You are here
I am alive
Your hand
My heart
Your tears
My wrath
Your smile
My life
You are here
I am alive
Smile and cry, it’s all alright
I am here right by your side
Come to me, look in my eyes
Read between the lines
And your tears and smile
Make me go insane
Read between the lines
Please don’t go away
And your tears and smile
Make me go insane
Read between the lines
Please don’t go away
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5. |
Insomnia
03:34
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My hands are shaking
My voice is trebling
My body’s breaking
My life is a never-ending
(Nightmare!)
What’s going on?
I remember the pain
And the light is now gone
(Oh shit!)
It feels so cold
Blood has turned into ice
Lungs are covered with mold!
(Breathless!)
My head is a mess!
Thought I was already dead
Yet still alive I guess!
(Demise!)
Where the fuck am I at?
What is wrong with me?
I am going mad!
My heart is bleeding
My sanity’s leaving
My soul is screaming
My life is a never-ending
Nightmare!
(The endless cycle of my perished dreams, eternal)
Nightmare!
(Until my sanity’s completely gone I’m screaming)
Oh!
There’s no return!
Stuck in motherfucking limbo!
Frozen and alone!
Oh!
Inhale the storm!
Feeling nothing at all!
Like under chloroform!
Why do I feel so lost and praying on my knees?
Feels like my heart is dying slow!
I’ve become a ghost: a shallow part of breeze!
My soul is covered with black snow!
My soul is screaming
My life is a never-ending
Nightmare!
I have lost myself in mindless shell!
Nothing’s gonna help me to get out from this fucking hell!
Seeing all the things that I have done but I can never tell!
Well deserved, or I am under someone’s never-ending spell!
Oh!
My heart is bleeding
My sanity’s leaving
My soul is screaming
My life is a never-ending
Nightmare!
Why do I feel so lost and praying on my knees?
Feels like my heart is dying slow!
I’ve become a ghost: a shallow part of breeze!
My soul is covered with black snow!
And I have lost my way to Heaven
I will forever walk astray
The snow will cover broken feathers
I am the ghost of my own decay
My heart is bleeding
My sanity’s leaving
My soul is screaming
My life is a never-ending
Nightmare!
(The endless cycle of my perished dreams, eternal)
Nightmare!
(Until my sanity’s completely gone I’m screaming)
Oh!
There’s no return!
Stuck in motherfucking limbo!
Frozen and alone!
Oh!
Inhale the storm!
Feeling nothing at all!
Like under chloroform!
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6. |
Ticket 4/2
04:06
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I see the sky is turning pink,
Colored by the summer ink
And your hand is in my hand
Slowly night is coming in
Till the morning you’re with me
Flying high above the land
We’ve been through so many things
Joy and anger, smiles and tears
Now I know you are the only one
So come on, it’s time to go
Our train is coming on!
Should we grab some wine for fun?
Let’s run away,
Away from the grey fall together me and you
And here’s the train ticket from this city for two
Ticket just for two
When the sunset will arrive
Train will take us to the sky
Our kiss burns everything from inside
I wanna finish everything,
Come and take you with me
Here’s a ticket to get out of here
Last ticket from this city of tears!
Last ticket from this city of tears!
Let’s run away,
Away from the grey fall together me and you
And here’s the train ticket from this city for two
Ticket just for two
Let’s run away, as far as we can together me and you
And here’s the last train ticket from this city for two
It’s time for us to get away from here,
Let’s go!
Stars in the sky will tell us everything
That we could not see when we were asleep
Close your eyes, let me feel you more
Tomorrow we’ll be gone
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7. |
Get Your Hate Back
03:48
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Emotions are flowing like a waterfall from us,
These sweet drops are fast and they're falling down
You can't ever stop these powerful waters
Just drown in it!
Cannot reach the bottom!
Can’t wait anymore
Lost powers to escape
This river will break your legs
And hit your face to the sand
So get your hate back, ‘cause it's too much!
I can't trust you
I think you will do it sometimes,
I must feel it too!
The empathy is searching for when I’m alone,
Attracts me with feelings of love,
Erasing my memory under the water
Give me more passion!
Give me more passion!
Give me more!
I'll burn you alive like you're frozen
I'll drink you alive like a poison
With you I feel what was impossible,
And did not feel before
Can’t wait anymore
Lost powers to escape
This river will break your legs
And hit your face to the sand
So get your hate back, ‘cause it's too much!
I can't trust you
I think you will do it sometimes,
I must feel it too!
The empathy is searching for when I’m alone,
Attracts me with feelings of love,
Erasing my memory under the water
Give me more passion!
I don’t want to eat
I don't want to sleep
‘Cause only with you
I can fall asleep!
I’m so sick of sleepless nights
So sing me one more fucking time
The lullaby of endless lies
I feel the faint
Of your tender hands,
I feel the rage!
So get your hate back, ‘cause it's too much!
I can't trust you
I think you will do it sometimes,
I must feel it too!
The empathy is searching for when I’m alone,
Attracts me with feelings of love,
Erasing my memory under the water
Give me more...
So get your hate back, ‘cause it's too much!
I can't trust you
I think you will do it sometimes,
I must feel it too!
The empathy is searching for when I’m alone,
Attracts me with feelings of love,
Erasing my memory under the water
Give me more passion!
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8. |
The East Queen
03:55
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I burn the candles again
I see the dark looming on the street
So I can call you again
My East Queen
The greed
And it’s getting exciting for me
It’s a deep night outside
And there is something that I need to say
My Love, don't tell me "Goodbye"!
I will draw the circles on the floor,
I’ll pierce my finger to get power for more
I will collect blood drops and start
Whispering to call you
Shit! Windows are shut!
(Oh) God! I'm ready to fall!
You’re look like a beautiful porcelain doll!
(Oh) Tell me why you're so shy?
Kiss me my dead love! Kiss me, just try!
I like the smell of your perfume
It's unthinkably drawn to you
I don't know those Eastern words,
That you whisper to me, and it’s true!
I need you
But I'm in love with you till the death,
It’s so sad that you'll not notice
You can catch me to your net
It's so bad that you're immortal
I'll become through the pain
That person you will love
It’s so unbearable
To know that you'll forget me now
I could be yours
If i would be a ghost!
Please let me die!
I want you to be mine!
Please let me die!
It will be alright!
You don’t look like other creatures,
Your shadow leaves deep scratches
My Queen, please don't be scared of me
I want you to be here...
But I'm in love with you till the death,
It is so sad that you'll not notice
You can catch me to your net
It's so bad that you're immortal
I'll become through the pain,
That person you will love
It’s so unbearable
To know that you'll forget me now
How can I?
How can I live?
If you stop
Loving me?
How can I?
How can I live?
Just let me die
So I can breath
So I can breath
How can I?
How can I live?
If you stop
Loving me?
How can I?
How can I live?
Don’t forget me!
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9. |
Still Remember
04:15
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Empty bottle of wine
Half a pack of cigs
We are going offline
Plucking same old strings
Night air will make hangover easy for me
And I don’t care about tomorrow I’m not going to sleep
I’m having best time of my life I see no reason to stop
Getting so reckless with my friends today we’re feeling on top
Oh, what a happy time it was before
Now it’s just memories, now all is gone
But I still remember
Moments that kept me awake at night
Still remember
Foolish thoughts that seemed so right
Remember
All the time that we spent together with you
When everything was so easy and pure
The reckless happiness still haunts me in my dreams
We’re burning in emotions
We drowning in our dreams
Raging like a storm in the ocean
Passionate as fire breeze
Finding comfort in each other
Stay together against the rest
Refuse to pay for the sins of our fathers
Hopes that make us so obsessed
Oh, what a happy time it was before
Now it’s just memories, now all is gone
I still remember
Moments that kept me awake at night
Remember
Foolish thoughts that seemed so right
Remember
All the time that we spent together with you
When everything was so easy and pure
I still remember
Moments that kept me awake at night
Remember
Foolish thoughts that seemed so right
Remember
All the time that we spent together with you
When everything was so easy and pure
Sometimes our past seems so innocent and true
Never forget, never regret
Whether it makes me happy or sad
Never forget, never regret
New memories await ahead
Never forget, never regret
Whether it makes me happy or sad
Never forget, never regret
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10. |
Firework
04:16
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Sitting in the room so quiet
Whispering your wish in the dark
So afraid to see the light
Yet so keen to feel the spark
I know it’s hard to fight alone
I know you’re tired to hold on
I know it’s hard to see
But even candle light
Can be the beacon
For your dreams!
Colour the sky with your hopes and your dreams for the more!
And let your light shine higher!
Ignite the stars so they’ll see, so you won’t be ignored!
And let them feel your fire!
Your memories, you falls and fears
Don’t let them put you on your knees!
Be who you are,
Be who you want to be
Don’t let them take away your dreams!
Your happiness, your burning heart - Don’t let your doubts to tear it all apart!
So leave your room, forget your tears!
And believe in your own dreams!
Don’t be afraid of your old scars!
Ignite falling...
(STARS!)
Colour the sky with your hopes and your dreams for the more!
And let your light shine higher!
Ignite the stars so they’ll see, so you won’t be ignored!
And let them feel your fire!
And let them talk, let them talk all they want!
You’re still not broken and your spirit is strong!
So let your fire be a firework!
So let your fire be a firework!
And here we go again
And let them talk, let them talk all they want!
You’re still not broken and your spirit is strong!
Don’t be afraid to dare!
Don’t be afraid to live!
Don’t let them take away your dreams!
And maybe it’s not so hopeless after all...
Colour the sky with your hopes and your dreams for the more!
And let your light shine higher!
Ignite the stars so they’ll see, so you won’t be ignored!
And let them feel your fire!
And let them talk, let them talk all they want!
You’re still not broken and your spirit is strong!
Don’t be afraid to dare!
Don’t be afraid to live!
Don’t let them take away your dreams!
So let your fire be a firework!
So let your fire be a firework!
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11. |
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I feel I stuck in this loop
Of never ending routine
Doing the same shit I don’t want
For things I don’t really need
The only way that I know
To get away from my chains
My life is literal hell
My future’s burning in
Flames!
Life is challenging me again
My body’s rotting from the inside
I feel the taste of depression and my old sins
And I do not believe I’m alive
It seems I will not come back,
‘Cause death is still breathing in my neck
Every fucking day - like a last game
Death is laying it’s hand on my back!
I must press the gas to the floor,
To get away from myself from the past
I don't know what I'm ready to do
To lift my life from this deep bottom
And press the gas to the floor
This is my last scream to the past
And press the gas to the floor
This is my last scream to the past
Dependence - destruction,
But we can't do anything to kill it
Sometimes I need that strong dose,
That takes farther from pain
But brings closer to death
That takes farther from pain
But brings closer to death
Shit is what life made of
Day, month, year, decade - everything repeats
The ambulance rushes forward
I have to press the fucking gas
to the floor!
I must press the gas to the floor,
To get away from myself from the past
I don't know what I'm ready to do
To lift my life from this deep bottom
And press the gas to the floor
This is my last scream to the past
And press the gas to the floor
This is my last scream to the past
God, i don't know what to do in moments like this
When every touch feels like a knife slash
I need a pill, please help me
I need a pill, please help me
This is my last scream to the past
This is my last scream to the past
I must press the gas to the floor,
To get away from myself from the past
I don't know what I'm ready to do
To lift my life from this deep bottom
And press the gas to the floor
This is my last scream to the past
And press the gas to the floor
This is my last scream to the past
This is my last scream to the past
This is my last scream to the past
This is my last scream to the past
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