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Hopeless

by Vantablack

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1.
Lighthouse 04:45
Bright beacon beam Lights the ocean I'm swimming Waves are without motion And again and again Frigates are swimming near my body Please forget me and don't try to find... Me! Please don't try to find me! Light cuts the air again, Thunder roars and carries a hurricane We see a storm through a viscid fog And in our veins blood runs cold The seagulls are noisy and the clock has stopped at twelve Darkness, waves start to eat themselves I'm screaming: "Captain, what's going on?" Whisper returns: "Bermuda Triangle" The storm begins, the ocean isn't calm "I don't wanna die! Why is it so warm?" Whisper returns: "It's too late" What have we done to the ocean to cause so much hate? Lightnings are burning around I don't see anyone, only rain and fog Where is the captain? Save me please, don't let me drown! Save me please, don't let me drown! The storm begins, the ocean isn’t calm “I don’t wanna die! Why is it so warm!” Whisper returns: “It’s too late” What have we done to the ocean to cause so much hate? Where is the captain? Hell, where is the captain? Cold rain washes away the blood Cold rain washes the captain's blood Bright light of the lighthouse Captain, will it kill us? Will not let me go Bermuda Triangle! Bright light of the lighthouse Lights the ocean I am swimming through waves Waves are without motion Bright light of the lighthouse Lights the ocean Will not let me go Bermuda Triangle!
2.
Hopeless 04:13
Pink and blue branches Curling leaves on these strange trees Crystals are glowing from inside, Green colored rivers and bright red meadows Maybe that’s what they call afterlife! Maybe that’s what they call afterlife! Afterlife! There are so many colors Of the stone on high mountains I cannot see stars at all from here! What if I’m lost in the ocean With the dreams about heaven That my hopeless soul is showing me! And it's so hard To be lost in the waters, Without hope to see the shore Vision of home Are so hopelessly wrong I’m afraid I am here long gone... I was looking in the sky at dark blue clouds, I dreamed of them, but there’s no way out! I’ll be lying on the clouds from early dusk till latest dawn Early dusk till dawn... I hope there’s somebody out there who will miss me when I’m gone I’m forever gone Winds are blowing, And my memories fading, But I will not forget why I am here My soul was so tired And I came to the ocean Hoping I'd revive my dreams... But it’s impossible Efforts collapse Please just Look at me: am I dead? Will I go numb And be silenced for good? Tell me, When I will sing again? Tell me, when I will sing again? I’ll be lying on the clouds from early dusk till latest dawn Early dusk till dawn... I hope there’s somebody out there who will miss me when I’m gone I’m forever gone From the the latest dawn till dusk I will scream at the top of my lungs I am hopeless now, I know! But they will hear me even if I break my throat! You know, I used to dream about flying, Jumping over the mountains, Touching the clouds Something that I thought it was so far and unreal And now I'm here and what I feel - it’s impossible to describe by words It’s so exciting, But at the same time it’s terrible I'm losing my mind, hoping to get out of here From this wonderful trap I’m forever gone I’m forever gone But It's so hard To understand That dreams about home Are hopeless now...
3.
So sick! All my life I feel like I’m a fucking mess So sick! Decaying in the mindless biomass So sick! They want me to give in So sick! They’re crawling under my skin! So sick! And everyday feels the same Another bullshit from this box To have somebody to blame Another lie to be convinced that everything will be fine I’m so sick It’s time to move out of line They watch your every step Behave yourself, and you might survive For them you just a fucking pleb Nothing but a bee in the hive And God forbid you to speak out loud Oh no, just let others think for you Just have you head in the cloud Be mindless slave Turn away from the truth They promise so much gold But you will never see it shine Can we live like that Maybe existing, maybe survive So sick of it all, But there’s no other choice ‘Cause here even death Doesn’t have any voice We’re all gonna silently drown in this swamp We will drown in this swamp So sick of it all! Are you gonna respond? It’s hard to survive in A life with no hope We keep falling down while you look at the stars The salvation is justice for us The salvation is justice for us Голос не значит, что выбор за Ним Здесь каждый ощутит себя пустым И каждый божий день беспросветное дно, Но ты проломил и его So sick of it all, But there’s no other choice ‘Cause here even death Doesn’t have any voice We’re all gonna silently drown in this swamp We will drown in this swamp So sick of it all! Are you gonna respond? It’s hard to survive in A life with no hope We keep falling down while you look at the stars The salvation is justice for us We will never find a way out! Choke on your dreams and drown! Oh shit! We will never find a way out! Choke on your dreams and drown! This is why I feel So Sick! This is why I feel So Sick! This is why I feel So Sick! So sick of it all, But there’s no other choice ‘Cause here even death Doesn’t have any voice We’re all gonna silently drown in this swamp We will drown in this swamp So sick of it all! Are you gonna respond? It’s hard to survive in A life with no hope We keep falling down while you look at the stars The salvation is justice for us The salvation is justice for us This why I feel So sick! Every day I feel So sick! All my fucking life is So sick! I feel so sick! And everyday feels the same Another bullshit from this box To have somebody to blame Another lie to be convinced that everything will be fine I’m so sick So sick!
4.
Oh I never thought that it’s true How only single right person helps you make it through Oh hell, I though there was no hope for me But you became a single reason for my lungs to breath! One million questions there But the answer is right here Tried so hard to realize it But the path was not so clear I’ve been lost I’ve been on the edge I felt death was coming near And it was you who made my suffering Disappear You are everything that makes me better You are everything that really matters And there is no fear with you by my side And your tears and smile Make me go insane Read between the lines Please don’t go away And your tears and smile Make me go insane Read between the lines Please don’t go away You accepted me and brought me back Made me who I am Showed the purpose to my life When others didn’t give a damn And in the coldest rain, in the snowing storm I will cover you, I will be your home I would rip my heart to save you from the doom Cause there is no me without you And your tears and smile Make me go insane Read between the lines Please don’t go away And your tears and smile Make me go insane Read between the lines Please don’t go away Your hand My heart Your tears My wrath Your smile My life You are here I am alive Your hand My heart Your tears My wrath Your smile My life You are here I am alive Smile and cry, it’s all alright I am here right by your side Come to me, look in my eyes Read between the lines And your tears and smile Make me go insane Read between the lines Please don’t go away And your tears and smile Make me go insane Read between the lines Please don’t go away
5.
Insomnia 03:34
My hands are shaking My voice is trebling My body’s breaking My life is a never-ending (Nightmare!) What’s going on? I remember the pain And the light is now gone (Oh shit!) It feels so cold Blood has turned into ice Lungs are covered with mold! (Breathless!) My head is a mess! Thought I was already dead Yet still alive I guess! (Demise!) Where the fuck am I at? What is wrong with me? I am going mad! My heart is bleeding My sanity’s leaving My soul is screaming My life is a never-ending Nightmare! (The endless cycle of my perished dreams, eternal) Nightmare! (Until my sanity’s completely gone I’m screaming) Oh! There’s no return! Stuck in motherfucking limbo! Frozen and alone! Oh! Inhale the storm! Feeling nothing at all! Like under chloroform! Why do I feel so lost and praying on my knees? Feels like my heart is dying slow! I’ve become a ghost: a shallow part of breeze! My soul is covered with black snow! My soul is screaming My life is a never-ending Nightmare! I have lost myself in mindless shell! Nothing’s gonna help me to get out from this fucking hell! Seeing all the things that I have done but I can never tell! Well deserved, or I am under someone’s never-ending spell! Oh! My heart is bleeding My sanity’s leaving My soul is screaming My life is a never-ending Nightmare! Why do I feel so lost and praying on my knees? Feels like my heart is dying slow! I’ve become a ghost: a shallow part of breeze! My soul is covered with black snow! And I have lost my way to Heaven I will forever walk astray The snow will cover broken feathers I am the ghost of my own decay My heart is bleeding My sanity’s leaving My soul is screaming My life is a never-ending Nightmare! (The endless cycle of my perished dreams, eternal) Nightmare! (Until my sanity’s completely gone I’m screaming) Oh! There’s no return! Stuck in motherfucking limbo! Frozen and alone! Oh! Inhale the storm! Feeling nothing at all! Like under chloroform!
6.
Ticket 4/2 04:06
I see the sky is turning pink, Colored by the summer ink And your hand is in my hand Slowly night is coming in Till the morning you’re with me Flying high above the land We’ve been through so many things Joy and anger, smiles and tears Now I know you are the only one So come on, it’s time to go Our train is coming on! Should we grab some wine for fun? Let’s run away, Away from the grey fall together me and you And here’s the train ticket from this city for two Ticket just for two When the sunset will arrive Train will take us to the sky Our kiss burns everything from inside I wanna finish everything, Come and take you with me Here’s a ticket to get out of here Last ticket from this city of tears! Last ticket from this city of tears! Let’s run away, Away from the grey fall together me and you And here’s the train ticket from this city for two Ticket just for two Let’s run away, as far as we can together me and you And here’s the last train ticket from this city for two It’s time for us to get away from here, Let’s go! Stars in the sky will tell us everything That we could not see when we were asleep Close your eyes, let me feel you more Tomorrow we’ll be gone
7.
Emotions are flowing like a waterfall from us, These sweet drops are fast and they're falling down You can't ever stop these powerful waters Just drown in it! Cannot reach the bottom! Can’t wait anymore Lost powers to escape This river will break your legs And hit your face to the sand So get your hate back, ‘cause it's too much! I can't trust you I think you will do it sometimes, I must feel it too! The empathy is searching for when I’m alone, Attracts me with feelings of love, Erasing my memory under the water Give me more passion! Give me more passion! Give me more! I'll burn you alive like you're frozen I'll drink you alive like a poison With you I feel what was impossible, And did not feel before Can’t wait anymore Lost powers to escape This river will break your legs And hit your face to the sand So get your hate back, ‘cause it's too much! I can't trust you I think you will do it sometimes, I must feel it too! The empathy is searching for when I’m alone, Attracts me with feelings of love, Erasing my memory under the water Give me more passion! I don’t want to eat I don't want to sleep ‘Cause only with you I can fall asleep! I’m so sick of sleepless nights So sing me one more fucking time The lullaby of endless lies I feel the faint Of your tender hands, I feel the rage! So get your hate back, ‘cause it's too much! I can't trust you I think you will do it sometimes, I must feel it too! The empathy is searching for when I’m alone, Attracts me with feelings of love, Erasing my memory under the water Give me more... So get your hate back, ‘cause it's too much! I can't trust you I think you will do it sometimes, I must feel it too! The empathy is searching for when I’m alone, Attracts me with feelings of love, Erasing my memory under the water Give me more passion!
8.
I burn the candles again I see the dark looming on the street So I can call you again My East Queen The greed And it’s getting exciting for me It’s a deep night outside And there is something that I need to say My Love, don't tell me "Goodbye"! I will draw the circles on the floor, I’ll pierce my finger to get power for more I will collect blood drops and start Whispering to call you Shit! Windows are shut! (Oh) God! I'm ready to fall! You’re look like a beautiful porcelain doll! (Oh) Tell me why you're so shy? Kiss me my dead love! Kiss me, just try! I like the smell of your perfume It's unthinkably drawn to you I don't know those Eastern words, That you whisper to me, and it’s true! I need you But I'm in love with you till the death, It’s so sad that you'll not notice You can catch me to your net It's so bad that you're immortal I'll become through the pain That person you will love It’s so unbearable To know that you'll forget me now I could be yours If i would be a ghost! Please let me die! I want you to be mine! Please let me die! It will be alright! You don’t look like other creatures, Your shadow leaves deep scratches My Queen, please don't be scared of me I want you to be here... But I'm in love with you till the death, It is so sad that you'll not notice You can catch me to your net It's so bad that you're immortal I'll become through the pain, That person you will love It’s so unbearable To know that you'll forget me now How can I? How can I live? If you stop Loving me? How can I? How can I live? Just let me die So I can breath So I can breath How can I? How can I live? If you stop Loving me? How can I? How can I live? Don’t forget me!
9.
Empty bottle of wine Half a pack of cigs We are going offline Plucking same old strings Night air will make hangover easy for me And I don’t care about tomorrow I’m not going to sleep I’m having best time of my life I see no reason to stop Getting so reckless with my friends today we’re feeling on top Oh, what a happy time it was before Now it’s just memories, now all is gone But I still remember Moments that kept me awake at night Still remember Foolish thoughts that seemed so right Remember All the time that we spent together with you When everything was so easy and pure The reckless happiness still haunts me in my dreams We’re burning in emotions We drowning in our dreams Raging like a storm in the ocean Passionate as fire breeze Finding comfort in each other Stay together against the rest Refuse to pay for the sins of our fathers Hopes that make us so obsessed Oh, what a happy time it was before Now it’s just memories, now all is gone I still remember Moments that kept me awake at night Remember Foolish thoughts that seemed so right Remember All the time that we spent together with you When everything was so easy and pure I still remember Moments that kept me awake at night Remember Foolish thoughts that seemed so right Remember All the time that we spent together with you When everything was so easy and pure Sometimes our past seems so innocent and true Never forget, never regret Whether it makes me happy or sad Never forget, never regret New memories await ahead Never forget, never regret Whether it makes me happy or sad Never forget, never regret
10.
Firework 04:16
Sitting in the room so quiet Whispering your wish in the dark So afraid to see the light Yet so keen to feel the spark I know it’s hard to fight alone I know you’re tired to hold on I know it’s hard to see But even candle light Can be the beacon For your dreams! Colour the sky with your hopes and your dreams for the more! And let your light shine higher! Ignite the stars so they’ll see, so you won’t be ignored! And let them feel your fire! Your memories, you falls and fears Don’t let them put you on your knees! Be who you are, Be who you want to be Don’t let them take away your dreams! Your happiness, your burning heart - Don’t let your doubts to tear it all apart! So leave your room, forget your tears! And believe in your own dreams! Don’t be afraid of your old scars! Ignite falling... (STARS!) Colour the sky with your hopes and your dreams for the more! And let your light shine higher! Ignite the stars so they’ll see, so you won’t be ignored! And let them feel your fire! And let them talk, let them talk all they want! You’re still not broken and your spirit is strong! So let your fire be a firework! So let your fire be a firework! And here we go again And let them talk, let them talk all they want! You’re still not broken and your spirit is strong! Don’t be afraid to dare! Don’t be afraid to live! Don’t let them take away your dreams! And maybe it’s not so hopeless after all... Colour the sky with your hopes and your dreams for the more! And let your light shine higher! Ignite the stars so they’ll see, so you won’t be ignored! And let them feel your fire! And let them talk, let them talk all they want! You’re still not broken and your spirit is strong! Don’t be afraid to dare! Don’t be afraid to live! Don’t let them take away your dreams! So let your fire be a firework! So let your fire be a firework!
11.
I feel I stuck in this loop Of never ending routine Doing the same shit I don’t want For things I don’t really need The only way that I know To get away from my chains My life is literal hell My future’s burning in Flames! Life is challenging me again My body’s rotting from the inside I feel the taste of depression and my old sins And I do not believe I’m alive It seems I will not come back, ‘Cause death is still breathing in my neck Every fucking day - like a last game Death is laying it’s hand on my back! I must press the gas to the floor, To get away from myself from the past I don't know what I'm ready to do To lift my life from this deep bottom And press the gas to the floor This is my last scream to the past And press the gas to the floor This is my last scream to the past Dependence - destruction, But we can't do anything to kill it Sometimes I need that strong dose, That takes farther from pain But brings closer to death That takes farther from pain But brings closer to death Shit is what life made of Day, month, year, decade - everything repeats The ambulance rushes forward I have to press the fucking gas to the floor! I must press the gas to the floor, To get away from myself from the past I don't know what I'm ready to do To lift my life from this deep bottom And press the gas to the floor This is my last scream to the past And press the gas to the floor This is my last scream to the past God, i don't know what to do in moments like this When every touch feels like a knife slash I need a pill, please help me I need a pill, please help me This is my last scream to the past This is my last scream to the past I must press the gas to the floor, To get away from myself from the past I don't know what I'm ready to do To lift my life from this deep bottom And press the gas to the floor This is my last scream to the past And press the gas to the floor This is my last scream to the past This is my last scream to the past This is my last scream to the past This is my last scream to the past

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