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My Last Scream (ft. Maksim Verbitsky of Р​У​Б​Е​Ж​И​)

from Hopeless by Vantablack

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lyrics

I feel I stuck in this loop
Of never ending routine
Doing the same shit I don’t want
For things I don’t really need

The only way that I know
To get away from my chains
My life is literal hell
My future’s burning in

Flames!

Life is challenging me again
My body’s rotting from the inside
I feel the taste of depression and my old sins
And I do not believe I’m alive
It seems I will not come back,
‘Cause death is still breathing in my neck
Every fucking day - like a last game
Death is laying it’s hand on my back!

I must press the gas to the floor,
To get away from myself from the past
I don't know what I'm ready to do
To lift my life from this deep bottom
And press the gas to the floor
This is my last scream to the past

And press the gas to the floor
This is my last scream to the past

Dependence - destruction,
But we can't do anything to kill it
Sometimes I need that strong dose,
That takes farther from pain
But brings closer to death

That takes farther from pain
But brings closer to death

Shit is what life made of
Day, month, year, decade - everything repeats
The ambulance rushes forward
I have to press the fucking gas
to the floor!

I must press the gas to the floor,
To get away from myself from the past
I don't know what I'm ready to do
To lift my life from this deep bottom
And press the gas to the floor
This is my last scream to the past

And press the gas to the floor
This is my last scream to the past

God, i don't know what to do in moments like this
When every touch feels like a knife slash
I need a pill, please help me
I need a pill, please help me

This is my last scream to the past

This is my last scream to the past

I must press the gas to the floor,
To get away from myself from the past
I don't know what I'm ready to do
To lift my life from this deep bottom
And press the gas to the floor
This is my last scream to the past

And press the gas to the floor
This is my last scream to the past

This is my last scream to the past
This is my last scream to the past
This is my last scream to the past

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from Hopeless, released August 7, 2019

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